..Sarah Baby..

I Just Don't Understand Girls

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 11:46:14 GMT

I recieved a text saturday/sunday morning.. from someone i havent talked to nor wanted to talk to..

What I wanna know.. Why is it when I texted back you haven't answered?

If you want to tell me something soo f'in bad?

I just don't understand girls...

If you would feel better write me on here.. I Don't have you blocked!!

new BC

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:54:41 GMT

I started this new BC today. It feels a bit weird but I'm giving it until Friday. Hopefully I will get used to it. If not then I don't know what to do.

Today was a bit better with ken. I'm thinking that he might sense I'm not happy. He's held me a lot more today, and kissed me and told me he loved me. I won't lie I do like him being a lovey kinda person again.

I don't know ...

We'll see how it goes!

more thinking....

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 03:32:25 GMT

The people who you always want to be happy like aren't happy anymore. Does it mean no one is going to stay happy forever? Are all men nothing but pigs? Are all the girls who think they are happy just kidding themselfs?

When will my happiness come back to me? When will I be able to walk down the street with a smile because he just texted me? When will all the advice I give to everyone else work for me? I'm stuck somewhere that I'm not even sure I'm even happy in anymore. When did I become so blind to what I really feel.
I do love ken with all my heart, there's no doubt about it. But am I still in love with him?

I just want my head back again. I want it to be clear and not worried about anything. Were "working" things out, when is it going to work? All i've asked from him was to keep me happy. Once the smile fades, it's pretty much done with. Are we done already? All that fighting I did for him and to be with him was it for nothing? Was there ever a us? You know what's sad? I don't wear my rings anymore. I used to wear them through everything. Every other girl, every fight, every I hate you, everything. They were my only ounce of hope I had left. Because I took them off does that mean my hope is gone?

I'm a confused girl right now.

Just a update

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 12:33:39 GMT

I have 29 more days until i start school. I can't wait i'm excited.
I have someone i'm talking to and he's wonderful..
I'm starting to feel like a mother..

This is it.. Done.. Over.. Stop and move on like you "did"

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 03:44:10 GMT

Congrats on getting a job. I really am happy that your actually doing something to better yourself. Really I am. On the matter of you saying you didn't mean to say it the way you did. Fine so be it. I don't really give a shit anymore. Don't make it seem like you were perfect in every way shape and form. My son is being taken care of. Yes. I do spend alot of time with him now. I have the weekends off from work & I only work until 4 durring the week. If you wanted to check up on me stalker. go for it. I refuse to leave my mom and dad due to family issues. Yes I know we have alot but who doesn't? Your family isn't perfect.

its done over with. if you want to say something else you know where i live. Come see me.
I don't know why you desided to tell me about your son. But whatever.

I'M DONE. MOVE ON AND BLOCK ME LIKE YOU HAVE BEFORE!

I Just Don't Get It? Are You That Stupid?

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:58:13 GMT

If someone say's they got a new job, What in gods green earth makes you go to thier old job?
Looking for them? Knowing they aren't going to be there?

Seriously.. If you want me that fucking bad..

YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE DUMB FUCK!

Come get me.. I'm not running from your pregnant ass.. Watch me laugh in your face..

Good god.. I thought you were smarter than that.. I guess I was wrong..

sarah

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:05:07 GMT

14:00 Nickels here! #
14:00 4 More hours till the phillies game.. I'm going.. #
14:00 Myspace is getting on my last one.. #
14:00 People who talk shit are retarted.. And need to grow up already #

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